Friday, July 24
it's a hard rain's a-gonna fall ~
People I havent seen or thought of in years are in them, playing an intregal part ~
Usually there is n overall sense of urgency, anxiety. Apocalyptic even.
Sometimes it makes me question decisions I have made along the way ~ some days I cannot believe I am 30 and still so lost in what I want my life to be ~ Ive always wanted different ~ not cookie cutter ~ but keep on finding myself in dreafully boring ordinary moments, with the talking heads lyrics running thru my head ~ this is not my life ~ how did I get here?
We are taking a boat to an island tomorrow with RSB's work, having a crab feast and then the two of us are beachbound for the night ~ OCMD ~ not as blissful as OCNJ but should *hopefully* have the chance to wrap my head around some things on the long ride down ~
And hopefully take some pictures ~ my soul is aching for some creative project to dig into ~
Posted by bliss junkie at 7:47 AM